One Piece of Calm in My Bag

In the morning, I choose one furoshiki that fits my mood for the day.
I fold it and place it in my bag.
I do not know if I will use it.
Still, having it with me gives a quiet sense of calm.

This year, I was invited once again to a first tea gathering of the year.
Before entering the tea room, I prepare myself.

Among many people, I look for an open spot and remove my michiyuki coat.
I fold it carefully on my lap and take off my tabi covers, which are easy to forget.
None of these items feel comfortable to place on their own.

I spread out the furoshiki and wrap everything together.
The bundle goes onto the shelf.
I slide open the fusuma door and enter the room.

Japanese tatami rooms feel unique to me.
The fewer objects there are, the calmer the space feels.
I sometimes wonder if I am the only one who feels this way.

On another day, I went to a temple for meditation.
My clothes were casual. Sweatpants and a down coat.
Not a kimono, but the situation felt similar.

We place our belongings beside the main hall.
The coat is bulky, and placing it directly on the floor feels uncomfortable.
I spread a larger furoshiki and wrap the coat and small items together.

Once wrapped, the shape feels settled.
The look of the space, or maybe my line of sight, becomes calmer.
My belongings feel defined.
My place feels clearer.

After meditation ended, I untied the knot and began to get ready to leave.

A furoshiki is a practical tool.
More than that, it helps create a clear boundary.

Remove.
Fold.
Wrap.
Tie.

Through these small actions, my mind shifts.

On special days and ordinary days alike, I choose a furoshiki based on my mood.
Even if I am unsure whether I will use it, I will keep folding one and placing it in my bag.